what happen to me??

why now adays i'm so sad? in skul i always no mood to study, din do work, quarrel wif frens. i reli changed. i felt very boring in skul,, i hate myself tis way. i wanted to be a good gurl like last time. mayb i choose to cum tis skul is the wrong choice. many things happened although i only studies here 7 months. y will he get kick out of skul? hmm... he promises to be good.. now, everyone changed, the world had changed..the judgement day is near, i'm afraid of loosing everything. i'm afraid where there isnt anyone was willing to help me, protect me& giving me love. my life wasnt worthy, meaningless.. but i wont giv up till the end of my life. n i just want to say i miss u 4ever, u r the best brother amongall of my brothers.. thanks for caring.. be the best of the best..