princess ling diary...(08.07.09) 2204hrs

so fast thn need shift new house dy.. haiz..tis house had left me so many thing.. happy, sad, anger,worried... i really will miss the time i live in here...where my familyhelp me celebrate my birthday or any celebrations we made... if things go on happily i wouldn't left tis house, beside happiness , they are angers n quarrels, fights.. my parents love quarreling n fights although they had divorce. my dad married again..so,tis house was live by me,dad,mom,stepmom,sisbro&my doggy..during one day, its my dad b'day, my house had a big quarrel.. my mom wanted to kill herself cox she have been suffering from my dad & tat bitch! she was stopped by me & my sis.. my dad throw off my mom things outside..& wanted to kill her..& stopped by us again.. on de 22 february09, my dog-Goofy went missing.. i miss him so much.even though he is just a pet, he was my best fren.every time when i'm sad he was with me.. he never leave me.. i find him all around my house, but he wasnt thr.. y did he leave me?? we was just like brother n sister.. he had not been suffering..i really miss him alot& alot..i'm so worried bout him.. thn now my dad& sis had a big quarrel cox of this.. we both hate him.. i'll only love goofy.. i hate my family.. i hate myself.. i tried to kill myself but i been saved.. y?!!?? just let me die..its meaningless after i lost Goofy.. my sis left tis hse, but i'm feeling happy cox of her sucess... we still in contact..so i'll be leaving tis hse tat r full of sadness.. may all will be better.. cox i believe tomorrow will be better!!..