做么我将生气？

不知道做么我昨天发那么大的脾气，我真的很生气！！昨天上bus stop的时候，prince xxx很烦，但他可以弄到我，但他可以弄到我smile。我很生气我的朋友，老师，我。上到bus，我sit with prince xxx，他还在烦我，我真的很生气，骂了他一顿。他没烦我了。回到了，他和我下bus，没讲话。他生气了？我call他问，你生我的气？他说没有。我放心了。今天上perhimpunan的时候，aunty lowjiang 讲了很多废话，浪费了我们的时间。after science,在班上，突然间 mr.pang跟我将可不可以做他的女朋友，我一句话就说不可以。哈哈。看到他失望的脸真好笑。daddy买了糖果给我。哈哈

so damn many projects!!!

i have so damn many projects to do... haiz.... wat to do?? must do n past up de wor... espiacially the geografi projects, need alot things to be filled in th projects.... damn it!!! i hate projects!!

happy birthday prince xxx!!!

aiyo, today so sien... at perhimpunan tat time the stupid principal talk so much, say many many crabs.... she say the one stand up means good girl and boy, but need ur class teacher pick de... haiz, i so scare pn. irene dun pick me... haha luckily i got let her pick, all my frens also saved... dunno he how le?? aiyo, coackroach let gantung le.. 1 week.. y he so naughty de..y k.w so bad de.. treat me so bad i just wan to be fren wit him ma.. also cant.. fine lol...ali baba also din kena gantung lol.. haha.. wish everyone also good good la.. happy birthday wor prince xxx... be happy always.. take care

i'm so worry bout u..

wow, so many ppl b'day at july wor.. happy b'day!! me still de same lol.. always no mood, no matter wat happy things happened.. yesterday after church service, i went hospital for health check, then i have to claim my report next week..i scare if anything happen i'll not be seeing u again. so, i take my opportunity to say i miss u here. after that, i went for lunch at jusco cheras selatan. then i went shopping, all the while alone. i felt very lonely all tis years passing by,i been taking care of myself,caring myself, loving myself. i just hope there is someone would like to share wat i wanna tell,n there i expected he is the one.. but haiz things had changed.. we had become just a very very normal frens.. like when we met each other, we would just stop by and say hi. thn go off.. actually i wanna tell many many things but sure he will say me disturbing.. fine.. i hope u'll be allright.. whn i was in church praying, i told the Lord, i rather shorten my life if God could help him to changed himself. i hope he will.. i hope wat i wrote here he would take notice n read on the following of my diary in blog.. lastly, i miss u!! take care

what happen to me??

why now adays i'm so sad? in skul i always no mood to study, din do work, quarrel wif frens. i reli changed. i felt very boring in skul,, i hate myself tis way. i wanted to be a good gurl like last time. mayb i choose to cum tis skul is the wrong choice. many things happened although i only studies here 7 months. y will he get kick out of skul? hmm... he promises to be good.. now, everyone changed, the world had changed..the judgement day is near, i'm afraid of loosing everything. i'm afraid where there isnt anyone was willing to help me, protect me& giving me love. my life wasnt worthy, meaningless.. but i wont giv up till the end of my life. n i just want to say i miss u 4ever, u r the best brother amongall of my brothers.. thanks for caring.. be the best of the best..

Why am i like that??(15July2009)(2040hrs)

Today at school so boring lol...Many ppl ponteng school go roller..haiz..all dun wait me..so bad lol...thn perhimpunan saw very less of my friends,after perhimpunan i saw him..i just dunno why i'll say hi to him..I call him aloud,and wave while saying hi..He say back hi..& go off..I go off too...At class,so sien lol..y today i so crazy??I laugh alot..Like blur blur de??haiz,so boring la..go ponteng lol..at seni time..Not really ponteng la,i got pass de..Ask teacher write pass urusan in paper thn i can keep lol..Haha,clever le..walk here & there with many 2nd sister..Thn tried dy lol..go back class..Thn go change shirt..thn science teacher no come,relief..thn ring bell,i go wait taxi with Wei Loon.Kok Sheng there too..din care him ,thn sit taxi go carefour..saw cockroach,bear bear,yew,my gor gor n eric yeo..so bad cockroach wan to go home jor..thn my gor gor hlp me wear shoe cox i dunno how to open..haha,my gor gor say i princess ar?hehe^^ thn bear bear hold my hand teach me roller..kha leong teacher me too..haiz i drop 3 times until my butt so pain lol..aiyo..thn play for a while go back school lo..More sien..Walk here & there..Chat wif my di di lo..thn go bus stop,wait my mummy..haiz play until forget to eat..i gastric jor lo..haiz.. go home eat so many food..thn i donno y suddenly i think of him & cry..he told me he got gf jor..y i got a little bit jealous & angry de??i donno y??I love him but i dunno i love him as what..I miss him..haiz..din love ppl so good,no need to worry bout him & no need angry of wat he do..ok la..bb..

princess ling diary...(08.07.09) 2204hrs

so fast thn need shift new house dy.. haiz..tis house had left me so many thing.. happy, sad, anger,worried... i really will miss the time i live in here...where my familyhelp me celebrate my birthday or any celebrations we made... if things go on happily i wouldn't left tis house, beside happiness , they are angers n quarrels, fights.. my parents love quarreling n fights although they had divorce. my dad married again..so,tis house was live by me,dad,mom,stepmom,sisbro&my doggy..during one day, its my dad b'day, my house had a big quarrel.. my mom wanted to kill herself cox she have been suffering from my dad & tat bitch! she was stopped by me & my sis.. my dad throw off my mom things outside..& wanted to kill her..& stopped by us again.. on de 22 february09, my dog-Goofy went missing.. i miss him so much.even though he is just a pet, he was my best fren.every time when i'm sad he was with me.. he never leave me.. i find him all around my house, but he wasnt thr.. y did he leave me?? we was just like brother n sister.. he had not been suffering..i really miss him alot& alot..i'm so worried bout him.. thn now my dad& sis had a big quarrel cox of this.. we both hate him.. i'll only love goofy.. i hate my family.. i hate myself.. i tried to kill myself but i been saved.. y?!!?? just let me die..its meaningless after i lost Goofy.. my sis left tis hse, but i'm feeling happy cox of her sucess... we still in contact..so i'll be leaving tis hse tat r full of sadness.. may all will be better.. cox i believe tomorrow will be better!!..

I so sad cause of him

Eventhough i say in my mouth i angry and hate himbut i still treat him as my kor kor or friend.We are very friendly last time,but because of something happen,we quarrel...Hesays he was angry with me cox i scold him,i'm sorry..I dont mean to hurt him actually.He was my brother no matter wat.Yesterday,he told my friend to tell me he din come to school today..Then,this morning i saw him wearing house wear..I'm worry about him.His friends say he kena buang,i hope no...After Pj,i always think of him even i have a smile on my face but i'm sad.Is like a knife cut on my heart.I miss him..He will be my friend no matter how he hate me..Hope he no buang sekolah la...PLS..haizz...The stupid buaya ask us do so many work..

7 juLy 2009^^

halo.. skul lo, so boring... wah that day i go hospital le... so scary..
haiz... many many things happen lol.. .. dunno how to say la.. i have to shift house jor.. sure very ma fan lah... have to take this take that.. move here and there.. haiz.. nth to say la, bye bye..

28 june,1-3 july 2009

28 june 2009

i went to my cousin sister wedding dinner.. so fun, haha.. get angpau..hoho
my sister help me make up until so weird.. aiyo..have to help her to prepare the food to play the bridegroom n the frens..so discusting.. we add the banana wif the chocolate jam,wasabi, chili sos, chili.. n wrab it with the vegetable n put some on the pad and it looks like shit..omg!!!

1 july 2009

i finally give up in him lol.. hope he'll always be happy..

2 july -3 july 2009

i get sick dy, so cham.. wat also cant eat.. very headache lol.. need to eat the bitter medicine.. omg!!! i hate taking medicine lol...