I so sad cause of him

Eventhough i say in my mouth i angry and hate himbut i still treat him as my kor kor or friend.We are very friendly last time,but because of something happen,we quarrel...Hesays he was angry with me cox i scold him,i'm sorry..I dont mean to hurt him actually.He was my brother no matter wat.Yesterday,he told my friend to tell me he din come to school today..Then,this morning i saw him wearing house wear..I'm worry about him.His friends say he kena buang,i hope no...After Pj,i always think of him even i have a smile on my face but i'm sad.Is like a knife cut on my heart.I miss him..He will be my friend no matter how he hate me..Hope he no buang sekolah la...PLS..haizz...The stupid buaya ask us do so many work..