i'm so worry bout u..

wow, so many ppl b'day at july wor.. happy b'day!! me still de same lol.. always no mood, no matter wat happy things happened.. yesterday after church service, i went hospital for health check, then i have to claim my report next week..i scare if anything happen i'll not be seeing u again. so, i take my opportunity to say i miss u here. after that, i went for lunch at jusco cheras selatan. then i went shopping, all the while alone. i felt very lonely all tis years passing by,i been taking care of myself,caring myself, loving myself. i just hope there is someone would like to share wat i wanna tell,n there i expected he is the one.. but haiz things had changed.. we had become just a very very normal frens.. like when we met each other, we would just stop by and say hi. thn go off.. actually i wanna tell many many things but sure he will say me disturbing.. fine.. i hope u'll be allright.. whn i was in church praying, i told the Lord, i rather shorten my life if God could help him to changed himself. i hope he will.. i hope wat i wrote here he would take notice n read on the following of my diary in blog.. lastly, i miss u!! take care